22.12.07
back from the tw trip. afterthoughts: things went on pretty well. i had lots of fun there. enjoyed myself with the sgpns there. got to know a lot of fun ppl. zham them, tease them and got zhammed myself too. lol. host family treated me very well and i felt quite bad as i think that i didnt treat my buddy as well as her family did to me. :( the days spent in school were like those of my sec sch days. the classroom setting and the school atmosphere....etc.
ok, i'm cutting things short as i really want to move on from the tip trip. i've been thinking a lot these few days and i really dont want to type those thoughts down because i have to recall, which will make me sad once again. no no, i dont want to be emo all over.anyway, i've jotted down some of my thoughts in my journal already. perhaps next time i'll dig it out and reminscince those times once more. "for once more i will...."
13dec2007: he told me that. i was stunned. rather shocked i must say. let it develop naturally. i'm sorry to make him wait but i really dont have the kind of strong feeling yet. i dont even know how it feels to like someone. no puppy love. no crushes at all so far. it was only this year that i start to observe and even think that someone is shuai, under the influence of my friends around me. how nice is this. lol. right now, things are fine. getting on well. frequent xc of smss is making me miss him more. i'm kind of getting addicted to smsing. i feel like i'm getting weird. ok, perhaps feelings for him would develop, i dont know. i'm not sure what i'm feeling now. the other day, i wanted to say yes. i mentioned. but he said not to force or rush into it since i'm not sure. he's really a nice guy, i must say. really sorry to him. let fate decide.:)
**twistableturnableman** @ 17:24.
